Where are
You?
i miss you
erica wimble-NGA
fauzia malik-austin circa 1992
stephanie boyer-after high school
tristia fisk-Kemp Mill
liz lipkin-NGA
mary bell-austin circa 1989+/-
susan drustrup-NGA+
amy etheridge-junior high
nathan rought-high school
lisa rivera-high school
i enter your names in various search engines every now and then but never
get any leads, it probably wouldn't be the same anyway
it's funny how people come in and out of your life. it becomes
difficult to even have a conversation with someone who was your
closest friend at some critical point in your life. the situation that
brought you together ends and the relationship you had with them
disappears in the ether. they become like visitors from a
dream, you miss the dream, but the dream is no longer real.
it just becomes part of the romance of the past
we're just not close anymore, this time i'm the one who has to get over
it. and then there are less and less people in your life
it doesn't make any sense
what's happened?
if you haven't guessed, making friends is not easy for
me. i'm a shy and anxious malcontent and loner and don't even
like hanging out with people most of the time. but i'm deeply
lonely,
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